Yeah, I didn't like yesterday's update either.
UPDATE @ 20 EPROPS [01] i wake up at the end of a long, dark, lonely year
it's bringing out the worst in me [02] i hear your voice start breaking in fear
when the lights go down [03] i know none of us will survive
because i know everything [04] i turn my face to a careless skyline
i'm searching hard for a sign from heaven
but they've forgotten me here [05] you can just stop talking, i get it
Iihear your silence loud and clear [06] i know it's barely a thought but it'll see us through [07] just let it happen, no need to fear [08] she's such a pretty girl
she's always falling down
i think i just fell in love with her
but she will never remember, remember [09] the past is only the future with the lights on [10] i think we're running out of alcohol
tonight, i hate this fucking town [11] all my best friends will be the death of me [12] please take me far away
before i melt into the ground [13] all my words get used against me [14] turn it up i never wanna go home [15] i only wanna be part of your breakdown [16] ill be there when your heart stops beating
ill be there when your last breath's taken away
in the dark when theres no one listening
in the times when we both get carried away [17] she says at all without a thought in her head
she says it all as shes pressed up against me [18] a little something just to take off the edge
a little more and ill fall off the planet entirely [19] your cry for inspiration never reaches ears on distant stars [20] and i won't pretend i understand [21] this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
even if i had the thought i'd never dream of it [22] in a different time or place the words could make more sense
in a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent [23] so dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water
even though it's the last time [24] love, this is getting the best of me
and truth be told you were the start of it all [25] please, let's not speak
don't breathe a word
even though it's the last time [26] i couldn't coexist with the cold and suspicious
when the last remaining lie was starting to filter [27] your heart is no grave to be perfectly honest
your mouth's a smoking gun
and you smile while your twisting the knife in my stomache
until everything is gone
take all you can from me [28] silly girl, i think i've got a thing for you [29] our bare feet were framed on the horizon,
i felt the future in your eyes [30] it was the promise of summer
we sealed it with a kiss [31] this time i'll do things proper
how did it get to this? [32] tonight lets get ahead of ourselves. [33] yesterday stretched on for so long
tomorrow feels like forever [34] these days are filled with such disaster
sometimes i think that life will never be the same
sometimes i think that's an answer [35] i don't feel it'd fit to say i'm sorry
and i'm not sad to see you go away [36] please understand,
this isn't just goodbye,
this is i can't stand you [37] let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful [38] this desperation leaves me overjoyed [39] i listen to you cry
a cry for less attention [40] i listen to you talk but talk is cheap
and my mouth is filled with blood from trying not to speak [41]
you make a sound that feels like pain. [42] last time i saw you, you turned away
-i couldn't hear you with a noise ringing in my ears
do you remember where we used to sleep at night,
-i couldn't feel you, you're always so far away [43] if i could, i only want to make you smile,
come on and stay with me a while [44] and my heart aches from this news [45] my best laid plans
will build and break your heart [46] her guilty hands
tear my whole world apart [47] there's no one listening [48] and we'll wake up in vacant rooms
pull you close to my aching skin
broken glass on the porcelain
is this what you imagined? [49] we'll forget what we used to say
and our lives won't mean anything
pull me close as i drift away
and it's just as it should be [50] and we'll both take our revenge
but we still don't feel any better
I wrote these up from (+44)'s album 'When Your Heart Stops Beating.' | 
